Day 32:. The Tat
Tat, tat, tat it up! Yo! haha. Yeah you guys like my new tattoo, or tattoos if I might say?
Not really. You can tell that I drew them with pen… I don’t know whats come over me recently. I used to think that tattoos were ugly and weird, and now I want them. I pretty much spent the rest of the day brain storming what kind of tattoos I’ll get when I’m older.
First tattoo I drew was a snake wrapping around my arm and my wrist. I thought it would be pretty cool to have some tribal or aztec snake going around. I drew some rough draft with weird patterns going around, and so far it looked pretty good other than the fact not all of the shapes are perfect. A lot of people today thought it was legit when they saw it and were shocked because they thought I actually got one.
The second tattoo you see on the back of my hand is the “Ohm” symbol. Its the sound of the universe and resonates through out a persons body in yoga or during meditation. Even though I might be Catholic, but I tend to lean towards more eastern beliefs such as Buddhism, Taoism, and such. So getting this tattoo has some significance on my outlook and philosophies on life. This symbol is supposed to bring peace and tranquility to a person, and thats what I seek out of life. Its normally placed around a persons hand or somewhere that can be easily seen so that it reminds the person of their beliefs and to show kindness.
Sooo yeah. I’m still thinking about what other tattoos I might get, but these are couple I would want to get. I probably wouldn’t even get a tattoo till I’m in my twenties, because knowing me I might get tired of the tattoo I get and I would want to change it. I’d rather wait till I’m mature enough to know what I want.
Day 31:. The Frustration
Just came back to school from my 3 day weekend and its the start of the new semester. I thought I’d start out with some enthusiasm knowing that I could get a fresh start, but boy was I wrong.
Little did I realize how frustrated I have become with school. I sat there in history class listening to my teachers dumb lecture, while writing some paper about how much school has become so useless and how it doesn’t have any real purpose anymore. I wrote hella shit on the education system now a days, because I know if I were to express those faults in school, teachers will look down on me and make me feel foolish. But you know its whatever.
I’m just gonna breeze through school until I finally graduate so I can have space to think on my own, instead of being told whats the correct way to think.
Ugh I don’t know what I’m writing, about to fall asleep so its not making any sense….
Day 30:. The Pho
Ok I really need to break the chain of these 365 food posts, but not today. Haha. Wow, I was really dumb for not bringing a thicker jacket to work today. It was completely freezing outside. The wind blew right through my clothes and I couldn’t even feel my hands. I got ready to leave for work and told myself that I wouldn’t need a jacket because I would be warm since I would be working so much. But boy was I wrong.
So I spent the whole day freezing my butt off going in and out of work. Right when I came home I heated some Pho that my thai neighbor cooked the other night for me. I wouldn’t really call Pho because it has some Thai cooking mixed into it, but its still delicious. Eating some Pho really warms me right up after a cold day at work :]
Day 29:. The Lumpia
Haha I just noticed that most of my 365 posts are about food.
Well food does play a major role in my day, because its the only thing I ever look forward too. But today was a disappointment. My mom started wrapping some lumpia for this potlock. She knows I love lumpia, but she won’t let me have any because its not for me.
I’m really craving some right now, but I can’t have any till the next day. I’m going to have to suffer till then. Ugggh I’m so hungry, but I don’t want to eat anything else other than lumpia. How can she put people at the potlock first before me!!!? I’m her son and she shouldn’t be torturing me with such forbidden fruit.
Day 28:. The Bananas
Did I mention that Bananas are my most favorite fruit in the whole wild world!?
My mom bought some bananas today from the store, and OH My GOSh… They are so tiny!!! I don’t know what happened to them, but they shrunk. They don’t have anymore regular bananas and so instead they have these mini ones.
Whats even cooler is that they even taste better than regular bananas. Its like all the sweetness is packed into a more compact banana. The only thing I would say that sucks about these bananas is how fast I finish them. I feel like I can’t enjoy them as much, especially when I can finish the whole thing in one bite :/
Day 27:. The Paranoia
Remember my fake pregnant girl friend? Yeah well, we pretty much skyped all night because she was paranoid about staying home by herself. So just sitting here watching her clean the house because she’s such a hard worker :] She won’t even go to sleep until she’s finished. This girl right here is a real life cinderella just without the talking mouses, fairy godmother, and glass slippers.
"A clean home is a happy home"
We’re so relieved right now that semester exams are finally over. So we’re just chillaxing enjoying each others company while home alone. Well I’m not home alone anymore… Which really sucks because I really enjoy my privacy and alone time. I was really hoping that no one would come home, but they did unfortunately. -____-
Haha, so I’m about to fall asleep on this girl while writing this post. Gotta go before she gets mad at me. Peace out! :P
Day 26:. The Prego
Well, I found out today that I got my girlfriend pregnant, and she didn’t tell me this for how many months already. She’s due in about a couple months, and its a boy.
I’m going to be a Father.
I don’t know what to say though. I was speechless when she told. I was like, “Is this real life?” “What is breathing?” I sat there for moment and just stared at her round belly thinking that maybe she’s just fat, but it wasn’t that. I don’t know what I’m going to do now. Most would people say that their life is going to be over, but for me this is just a new beginning. I think I’m ready to become a father, I think I can handle the responsibility to take care of a child. I hope at least. I already have a job, so I should be able to support her when she needs me and I’ll always be there for our Little Vincent.
I just hope he doesn’t grow up just like me… :/
Oh yeah this is just a joke. My girlfriend isn’t really pregnant and she’s not my girlfriend. Haha, my friend Georgie just had to wear a pregnant belly for health class… Hope I didn’t surprise too many people.
Day 25:. The Symbol
Lately I haven’t been able to remember my dreams. Take for instance this morning. Every time I wake up unnaturally or something distracts me when I get up, I tend to forget my dreams even though I might’ve remembered it like a few seconds ago. Which really pisses me off. I want my dreams to be more vivid than they usually are.
Most of my life I’ve always been interested in magic and the supernatural. So of course I go on the internet and look up stuff on dreams. I got this symbol off the internet which is supposed to symbolize premonition/ foresight… which is somewhat close to dreams… because isn’t a dream some sort of foresight for your subconscious mind? I thought that would strengthen it…
I wake up the next morning and wow it actually worked… Like foe cereal. My dream was much more vivid than usual and I could remember it. But even though I remembered what happened, I still couldn’t make sense out of it. Like why or whats happening. I just remember what I saw. Now I just need to learn how to decipher my dreams. Some sort of insight into my life I suppose.
Day 24:. The Exams
Damn, so its exam week and I’m sitting in history class like what the fuck…
I’m tired and I don’t feel like being here. I’m hoping for this week to go by fast. Most likely I’m going to fail my history exam, which I always do. And the other exams I don’t know. Most of them should be cake.
Haha ok yeah I know I’m late on this post by like 2 or 3 days, but I’m still gonna write it like it was today :P
Day 23:. The Guilty Pleasure
Rocky road ice cream and Nilla Wafers? Sounds to me like its time for me to loosen up a bit. Perfect for a stressful coming week of Semester finals…
Ugh, I’ve been stressing over finals this week, that I can hardly think about anything else lately. I’ve resorted to buying fattening foods just to get me settled down and take a breather. This semester I haven’t been taking school all that too seriously as I should have been. I’ve been lacking the assertiveness to do my work or even pay attention in class. School has just become trivial to me.
Bu this week I’m going to have to at least do my best on my semester finals and change my attitude when second semester begins. As for now, while I do my homework I’m going to eat this bucket of ice cream and box of Nilla wafers to calm me down, then hit the hay.